Time Takes Us All, So Why Am I Not Just Living For Today?

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By Panicfanatic0421
Based on the song Question by Old 97's 

"Fine then, leave! He can have you! I don't care anymore!" I screamed at my boyfriend. "Fine. I will. He's better than you anyway," he said like a little kid, and walked out the door without another word. I screamed in desspiration. He was my life, my everything and now he's left me for another man.
 
   I woke up screaming. I've been having these dreams for the past week now. My boyfriend of 2 years has been acting really odd lately. He's been leaving early saying hes gotten called in early, and when i call the office to make sure he got in safe, they say, "He's not due in until later." He's always been runing earins and acting very nervous around me. I can't…