Time Takes Us All, So Why Am I Not Just Living For Today?

Shank me for taking so long! so so sorry guys! But here it is!!! Chapter 19!
I think its deffinitly gotten out of a story line, but went i continue actually WRITING it, ill try to get it on one =]

Even if it kills me
By me (panicfanatic0421) and my BFF Ashley!!(panicfanatic320)

Chapter 19

Brendon's POV: Ryan pulled away, and I knew he was right. We can go to the supermarket pick-maybe pickup Ashley. We got in the car and drove off. Next thing I knew we pulled up at Ashley's house in the pouring rain. She was standing on her porch in a black rain coat, rain hat, and rain boots.  It was funny to see a 20 year old girl in an outfit that would normally be for little girls. I couldn't help but laugh, and Ryan joined in.

Working on a new story (AND ITS NOT A RYDEN O.o!!!)!!! ( in other words ... this ones drawing to an end guys =[ )

HAD to edit this.. some of it didnt make sense from typos haha!!

Even if it kills me
By me (panicfanatic0421) and my BFF Ashley!!(panicfanatic320)

Chapter 18 ***WARNING--- "CONTENT"

Brendon's POV: He knew how to make me crack. He got the movements perfect, and made me want more. Then when I wrapped my arms around his waist, that did it. I kept hammering into him harder and faster, making his breathing quicken and taking mine away. I pressed down a few more times and I could feel his entire body tighten, including his ass. This made me push into him even harder. "Bren,i-i-im GONNA,” he cut off and screamed and moaned at the top of his lungs. I joined in as my body felt…

Woooo!! More unedited fun! haha xD Mid terms tomorrow! DX WISH ME LUCK!

Gettin to the end of where i wrote... need to write more sooon!
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Even if it kills me
By me (panicfanatic0421) and my BFF Ashley!!(panicfanatic320)

Chapter 17 ***WARNING--- "CONTENT"

Brendon's POV: We had gotten to leave the clinic for about a week... some kind of experiment i dont know. But it made me happy. Ashley dropped me and Ry off at my house and we said bye to her. We went in the house and I grabbed us each some ice cream. "Go sit on the sofa and we can watch a movie." I said holding the ice cream up so he could see it. He smiled big and scurried over to sit down and began to watch Aladin. I laughed at him and placed his bowl in his lap, lightly brushing his upper…

Ight Guys I have been gone for a damn long time! Ive got like 100 favs built up and i sure as hell aint checkin them at 1:30 am. I havent posted a chap inn a LONG time ad i feel bad! Im so sorry guys. AND HOLY SHIT! Makeover!! Its all weird when i came on im like WTF?!? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANYWAY! Ill prolly be on hiatus til around like.. january. I will leave u guys with a long chapter tho and im gonna need to write more im about up to where i last wrote. i really love all of the positivity ive gotten from everyone! Thanks oh so much! Happy holidays!! I hope you all have a white (insert celebrated holiday here)! I CANT WAIT TO GET MY GEETAR!! XD haha.

Here it is. Unedited (cuz im lazy and tired and had coffee but caffine DOESN'T HELP ME!) in its original form…