Time Takes Us All, So Why Am I Not Just Living For Today?

now here, my lovelys, is where it comes to an end. dont worry tho... theres still coffee and a cookie on panicfanatic320's journal, and we are working on a new one. and im writing a one shot that should be done by tomorrow.  So here it is.. the final chapter!! ENJOY!!

Something Radiates

Chapter 12 By my BFF Ashley! (panicfanatic320)
Epilouge by me (panicfanatic0421)

Chapter 12

    Ryan laid in his bed. He couldn't sleep; all he could think about was Brendon. He would roll over to get comfortable but couldn't. In the bunk below him was Brendon, going through the same thing. Whenever either of them would close their eyes they would see each other. Then they would open them and wonder what the other one was thinking at the time.
    Ryan couldn't stay up there anymore. He quietly got out of…

Something Radiates

By me (panicfanatic0421) and my BFF Ashley (panicfanatic320)!!

Chapter 11
When Ryan and Brendon were done getting dressed, they walked out of the bus holding hands.
"So Ryan, what do you want to do?" Brendon asked stroking the back of Ryan’s hand with his thumb.
"Um... do you think the mall is safe?" He replied not wanting to encounter fan girls.
"Thankfully, its 10:00am on a Wednesday! SCHOOL DAY!" Brendon started spinning Ryan around like an idiot in excitement.
"This will be fun! A day with you and no fan girls!" They headed down towards the mall on foot. They walked pretty much in silence, but it wasn't weird. Just them being with each other meant the world to them.
When they reached the mall they looked around. This must have been a small mall…

Something Radiates

by Me (panicfanatic0421) and my BFF Ashley! (panicfanatic320)
Chapter 10
 
"Hey Spence? Can I talk to you for a minute?" Ryan asked the next morning, still in his pjs with a coffee mug in his hand.
"Yeah Ry. What’s up?"
"Um I just wanted to say I'm sorry I didn't tell you about me and Brendon. Your my best friend, and I should have told you."
"It's fine Ry. I kind of knew anyway." Spencer said grinning a bit.
"How?" Ryan asked.
"Um, well. I wasn’t fully asleep the other day in the back lounge." He replied trying not to remember the image he'd seen.
"Oh uh yeah sorry about that. Uh next time I’ll make sure yeah" they sat there for a second.
"Ryan can I ask you a question?" Spencer asked breaking the silence.
"Sure."
"How does he make you feel? I mean when your around Brendon you are so much happier."…

Something Radiates

By me (panicfanatic0421) and my BFF Ashley! (panicfanatic320)
Chapter 8
 
After a long night of relaxing sleep, Ryan woke up stretched in his bunk and hopped out of bed. The others were already sitting around the table drinking coffee and chit chatting. Jon had his feet up on Ryan’s normal spot so Ryan went over, sat on Brendon’s lap, and cuddled up to his chest.
"Morning, sleeping beauty," Brendon said softly to Ryan kissing his head.
"Mmm, morning." Ryan replied taking a sip of Brendon’s coffee.
"Awwww!!" Said Jon and Spence in unison.
"Hush up you two!" said Brendon chuckling lightly.
Ryan yawned long and loud before hopping off Brendon’s lap to grab his own coffee so he didn’t drink all of Brendon’s. He went over to the coffee pot and poured himself a cup of jo. He took a long sip. it was so hot it…

Something radiates

Chapter 7.
 
The first page was: "Are Lead Singer and Guitarist from Panic at the Disco New Found Lovers?
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Brendon and Ryan exchanged glances before getting up and running over to Jon. Spencer walked over curious as to how someone else found out. Jon clicked the article and up popped a picture from their day in the park. Ryan and Brendon in the grass making out.
"Shit." Ryan said looking at Brendon.
First there was the picture. Ryan was laying on top of Brendon with their mouths practically melted together. That was worth a thousand words on its own. Then there was the article. "So it’s true. All the rumors you've heard about the Panic duo are true. Is this real love or just a gimmick that they are trying to trick us with. For all we know though this is just a photo shopped picture sent into…

I just noticed that I always update at night. lol

Something Radiates


Chapter 6
 
The entire band was basically doing their actual part in the band while playing rock band. "Grr," Ryan screamed, "I play the guitar but I can’t fucking do good on a guitar playing game!" The guys all started to crack up which made them fail their song. "I swear they just make these games to piss you off, Ryan," Spencer said. "ha-ha," Ryan said sarcastically.
They started a new song: Dead On Arrival By Fall Out Boy.  Jon was laughing hysterically trying to imitate Pete’s moves on his guitar spinning around and almost falling to the ground. Spencer laughed and threw his drum stick at him.
"Hey! Jon screamed as he went to throw it, he accidently let go while it was behind his head and hit Brendon.
"Oh! now it’s on!" Brendon said swinging the mic around…

Something Radiates

By me (panicfanatic0421) and my BFF Ashley! (panicfanatic320)
Chapter 5
 
The next morning Ryan could feel Brendon’s eyes on him as they sat around the table for breakfast. He couldn’t help but blush. Of course Spencer noticed and raised his eye brows looking from Ryan to Brendon.
"So what did you guys do last night?" he asked trying to sound as if he didn’t know.
"Oh nothing. We watched a movie then hit the sack. Like we said, we were tired." said Brendon trying to keep cool.
Spencer knew something was up between the two of them. He just shrugged it off like nothing was going on. it was much easier that way. Ryan had just finished eating his 2 fried egg, omelet, pancakes, sausages, and bagel. "Damn boy you eat a lot for being so tiny," Jon said. Ryan…

Something Radiates

By me (panicfanatic0421) and my BFF Ashley! (panicfanatic320)
For the peeps that like the banner it was made by ashley!

WARNING... "content"

Chapter 4
 
"So we're going to dinner, you guys coming?" Jon asked with Zack at the door.
Ryan, Brendon and Spencer were all sitting on the sofa in the back of the bus. Brendon and Ryan desperately wanting Spencer to leave.
"I'll come I'm starved!" Spencer said jumping up.
"You guys coming?" He asked already knowing the answer.
"Nah, I'm kind of tired," Ryan said giving a yawn.
"Me too!" Brendon said also letting a yawn fall from his mouth.
"Alright well, suit your selves!" Jon said, still pretty much oblivious to what was going on.
"Have fun you two!" Spencer said before following the others out the door.
Brendon and Ryan just sat there for a while silently. They would occasionally look at each other…