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Even If It Kills Me Chapter 20
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4 mos ago
Ewww!! posting is so odd now!!! Hello all!! its been.. months. Oops. :/ I bet you all hate me now!! *sob* But, Im writing this as I go now. No pre- writen emails. and from now on, Its by just me. Wish me luck! <3 you all!
Even if it kills me
Chapter 20 Brendon's POV: Ryan pulled in at our house not even taking the time to park properly. We all helped carry in the multiple bags of goodies. I ran down to the basement puling out old flashing and bright lights, a stobe, and a fog machine. "Its gonna be like a rave with candy instead of drugs!" Ry smiled at me. God his smile was gorgeous. I leaned in and kissed him lightly as Ashley let out a huge "Awwwhh!!!" Ryan's POV: My cheeks began burning red and Bren stuck |
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Even If It Kills Me Chapter 19
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9 mos ago
Shank me for taking so long! so so sorry guys! But here it is!!! Chapter 19!
Even if it kills me
Chapter 19 Brendon's POV: Ryan pulled away, and I knew he was right. We can go to the supermarket pick-maybe pickup Ashley. We got in the car and drove off. Next thing I knew we pulled up at Ashley's house in the pouring rain. She was standing on her porch in a black rain coat, rain hat, and rain boots. It was funny to see a 20 year old girl in an outfit that would normally be for little girls. I couldn't help but laugh, and Ryan joined in. |
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Even If It Kills Me Chapter 18
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10 mos ago
Working on a new story (AND ITS NOT A RYDEN O.o!!!)!!! ( in other words ... this ones drawing to an end guys =[ ) HAD to edit this.. some of it didnt make sense from typos haha!!
Even if it kills me
Chapter 18 ***WARNING--- "CONTENT" Brendon's POV: He knew how to make me crack. He got the movements perfect, and made me want more. Then when I wrapped my arms around his waist, that did it. I kept hammering into him harder and faster, making his breathing quicken and taking mine away. I pressed down a few more times and I could feel his entire body tighten, including his ass. This made me push into him even harder. "Bren,i-i-im GONNA,” he cut off and screamed and moaned at the top of his lungs. I joined in as my body felt |
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HOLY HIATUS!! / EVEN IF IT KILLS ME CHAPTER 16
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1 yr ago
Ight Guys I have been gone for a damn long time! Ive got like 100 favs built up and i sure as hell aint checkin them at 1:30 am. I havent posted a chap inn a LONG time ad i feel bad! Im so sorry guys. AND HOLY SHIT! Makeover!! Its all weird when i came on im like WTF?!? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANYWAY! Ill prolly be on hiatus til around like.. january. I will leave u guys with a long chapter tho and im gonna need to write more im about up to where i last wrote. i really love all of the positivity ive gotten from everyone! Thanks oh so much! Happy holidays!! I hope you all have a white (insert celebrated holiday here)! I CANT WAIT TO GET MY GEETAR!! XD haha. Here it is. Unedited (cuz im lazy and tired and had coffee but caffine DOESN'T HELP ME!) in its original form |
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Even If It Kills Me Chapter 11
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1 yr 1 mo ago
Even if it kills me
By me (panicfanatic0421) and my BFF Ashley!!(panicfanatic320)
Chapter 11 Summer's POV: The door slamed hard as I sat on the ground sobbing. I had to call Brendon. I picked up the phone and dialed his number. "Hey-yo!" Brendon answered. I felt so bad, he sounded so happy and I was about to pour this out on him, but I had to tell someone... "He broke up with me Bren. He fucking broke up with me," I said through sobs. "Oh Summer! Why?" "I wouldnt use with him. He wanted me to do coke with him and I told him no. So he left. And he hit me Bren. I dont know what to do anymore. I loved him. I LOVE him." I was balling my eyes out and Brendon told me he'd come over. |
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Even If It Kills Me Chapter 9
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1 yr 2 mos ago
Dont kill me for the huge long gap please!? Ill make this one LONG!!! Even if it kills me
Chapter 9 Ryan's POV: I felt alone and I didn't like it. I couldn't think of what to write and I think I would have gone nuts being alone in that room any longer. I began to think of who I could talk to and I remembered Ashley, from my first day in the support group. She was the one who held me as I cried. I asked a nurse where her room was and headed down the hall to the door that read 702. I knocked lightly and waited. She opened the door and smiled at me. She was in short PJ shorts and a slightly faded Motion City Soundtrack tank top. In her hand she held a sketch book |
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Something Radiates Chapter 7
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1 yr 4 mos ago
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